It started with my mom's cow, who lost her calf (stillborn) in a difficult calving. It got worse with the loss of my uncle this week to Covid 19. This stuff is brutal.

It is hard to wrap your wits around times like this, and losing a family member who has been taken for granted. It is surreal and seems pretend. Most days I wake up and think, that didn't really happen, did it? But sadly, here we…